Its hard for me to keep smiling at something I feel so uncomfortable with, I hate being made to feel like your not worth as much as someone else, not good enough to be seen with them. Everyday its a struggle to just be myself, keep smiling and hide whats on the inside, I dont want to be judged because of what I wear or do I want to be seen for what I am, my personality and the kind of person I aspire to be. When Im Unhappy about something I push it aside and let the other person have it there way because that way its easier leaves out all the small talk. I cant wait to just move on outer here, gain a proper life and just feel like every step I take isn’t going to be watched upon or laughed at.
